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Ch19. Epilogue

Those so-called infatuations were nothing but exciting adventures, not deep and steady love. I felt like I was on an insane and endless rollercoaster; sometimes up, other times down, recovering and getting ready for the next one.

I grew tired over the years. I felt like I’d had a tooth pulled with no anesthetic after each passing affair.

I felt like an attractive and sought-after man (though not who I hoped to be…). I raised my head and discovered that when I once needed people to listen to me, it was now the other way around. Writing a book created a new reality for me, in which most people enjoyed listening to me. I became a source myself.

We will each find ourselves searching for a partner in our lifetime. Whether in youth, adulthood, or old age, following a divorce or widowhood, after a breakup; and this will not skip many of us who are currently in a steady, loving relationship. The harsh truth is that it will eventually end, and it will hurt. It is not good for Man to be alone. Loneliness makes the joy of life disappear, and shortens our time in this world. Those who will not give up and continue their journey at least have hope on their side.
Do not despair. Even bad things are temporary, and everything blows over eventually. There is true love. You only need some luck to find it.

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